I've been numb for so long
I couldnt let it go on
To mislead your heart
Would've just been wrong
It wasnt you or something you'd done
Know that I did love you and I did have fun
I just need some time for myself
To reasses my decisions and mental health
I might be crazy letting you go
What the future might hold theres no way to know
Its at the point where I'm unsure of what to do
I hate this idea of leaving you...