Saturday, June 6, 2009

Falling

My romantic nights are now a joke
that only i get
It was my own heart that I broke
on numerous occasions
I had my many engagements
But somehow all were sabotaged
in a blackhearted montage
of reckless arguments and misunderstandings
this monster in my soul is all too demanding
when i slip into my dark desires
when my strength to fight simply expires
The person i become I loathe with all my being
Sometimes I question is I really am jst what I'm seeing
A man who cant understand why he does the things he does
A man who cant admit
cant submit to love
Maybe to change I just need the right girl
or maybe its me
I have to really want to be
different
changed
Over the years I've experienced so much pain
Pain i've given others
pain i've given you
I need to start anew
to start fresh
It feels like I fall deeper with each breathe
throw me a lifeline
the time is prime
to start the climb
to the top
to the peak
I thinks its up there that we'll meet
you can be the bane
to this monster that causes pain
My key.

Ode to you

I've been trying to hide the hate
for my irate
self-loathing that I seem to demonstrate
When I finally show it it was too late.
You tried to give me your hand
your heart
your mind
The feelings I had were undefined
I shoulda said yes
I shoulda let you in
but no i was stubborn i stuck out my chin
I said no to love
said no to you
I was stuck on something that just wasnt true
yet i keep writing and it seems youre my muse
how ironic.

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

excuse me

excuse me miss
can i have moment of your time
it wont wont be too long
i just want to perform this little rhyme
well i've been watching you
as you walked by eveyday
its been damn near a month
and i still cant find the courage to say
when i look into your eyes
i get lost in complexity
the walk you is profession
yet so sexy
when i hear your voice
girl i just get so amazed
lets get away now girl ill talk you to another place

dont think that i am focused on just one thing alone
i wanna treat right now put your number in my phone
ill call you tonight and we'll talk girl i just wanna hear your voice
if you wanna take it further the girl thats your choice

hello i just wanna be your friend
or maybe more it depends on what you wanna do
i just wanna know your stry and the things that you've through
we'll talk a few times and maybe ill sing you a song or two
not gonna lie maybe i do kinda wanna impress ya
but the rest is up to you baby girl no pressure =p