Subliminal Message

Damn, I know you're talking
I should be listening
but I can't.
My mind wanders from your eyes to your lips to your hands.
I dont understand.
I'm so quick to deny
when other imply
but my mind still wanders
When my arms are around you
you tell me you feel safe
truth is,
so do I.
You're how I survive.
You keep me anchored
So I never lose hope
You're the reason I can cope
With my perpetual boredom
I wake up because of you
One of the many things that I do
Because of you
I write, I sing, I feel
whenever I think about you
It's funny, this is a whole new feeling
I dont like it.
Yet I do
I dont know I this feelings true
I know you are
But theres a problem
I cant tell you how I feel
I have this fear
This fear that its not real
that I'm bugging.
So I keep it to myself and my boy
If it ain't broke...dont fix it
I'm here for you
You're there for me
It doesnt really bug me
Thinking what could be
Because I know what I have
and I love it
I love you
Lets not get confused (haha)
not in love
its just love.
Mutual love.
You talk I listen
Most of the time
the rest?
I imagine us in rhyme
but then I snap back
Back to reality
I'm held down by the gravity
of my feelings for you.